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🎵 Fading light, we try to chase away the night
You and I, only shadows in the dark
Sun it sets, dissapear in silhouettes
You and I, we are nothing in the dark... 🎵
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtwTDZ…

tbh one of the most beautiful songs and ohH MY GOD I'M BACK I'M ALIVE AND SOBBING BECAUSE ADNFRJKN
I LITERALLY MISSED EVERYONE SO MUCH JUST WTHh HOW ARE YOU GIVE ME A HUG I S2G I AM DYI N g
i'm so sorry for being inactive for almost two months!!! ;; ;;
gahhH i'm just so shaken up rn there is so much i want to say but i have no clue what to staRT WITh

hok oK let's just try to explain what's been happening
so shortly after posting "fluorescent", i started feeling off like i was losing motivation and wasn't getting inspired as easily ?? my mood
was getting kinda gloomy and i just started feeling really off for some reason - so i've been having this art/artist block goin on and oh
mY GOD LIT TERA lLY the most frustrating thing i've ever gone through in my life i just hate iT SO MUCH AND IT WON'T GO AWAY ???
it's literally like never happened to me before so it's juS T MMM
i've really been trying my best to work on pictures and projects, but nothing has been turning out the way it used to. i'm just afraid of posting
bad art or disappointing everyone honestly - ; ; when it comes to making art i'm literally a perfectionist like evERYTHING HAS TO BE THE WAY
I WAN t EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE IN THE RIGHT PLACE AND JUST HH ANd of course i'm at the age and the time in my life right now where
my hormones are gonna be outta wack for a while and i'm "maturing" i guess so yeah that's exaCTLy what i need right now right :''^)

but it really just came out of no where, so i'm very sorry if i worried anyone!! i promise i'm ok, i just want this block to go away as soon as possible -
i'm so sorry i've been missing everyone's birthdays too just ughH!! i feel so bad when i miss people's birthdays it literally breaks my heart i hate it ; ;
i've also been missing some holidays toO like i know i missed valentine's day and i swARE I TRIED TO MAKE SOMETHING FOR THAT TOO BUT FAILED TERRIBLy
i haven't been answering skype messages either i don't really get on skype a lot tBH and i haven't been responding to notes i promise i'll answer them when i can!!

but just trying not to make this too long or sound too weirD, i hope that everyone has been doing well and thank you very much for the continuous support and giving me loads of love while i was away!! <33
i'm very sorry about the long inactivity and not replying to messages, and again, i'm just hoping this art block thing will go away soon so i can get back on track with everything. but just keeping up with school,
these other responsibilities, this art block thing frustrating me and also stressing me out immensely, a few family issues going on, and being in a really busy family, etc. urgHh it's just hard to do everything.
and i know i can't fit everything in, but i still want to work hard and just try my best. <3 c':

SO I'M SORRY ABOUT ALL THIS READING IT LOOKS FUNNY I SOUND SO WEIRD AND I'M SO FRAZZLED AND UGh I JUST
REALLY NEEDED TO LET OUT EVERYTHING THAT WAS ON MY MIND IF YOU READ ALL OF IT THANK YOUu I LOVE YOU SM
btw this isn't my best at all but i still hope that it's at least ok and hopefully not toO BLINDINg + i love this model so much it's way too gorgeous

.: Credits :.
Model ~ Tda | GingerCat-P 
Shapes ~ thktly (???)
Skydome ~ 怪獣対若大将P
Pose by Alice-Hato (Edited by me)

.: Effects :.
AutoLuminous | ObjectLuminous | ikCinemorph | HgSAO | SvSSAO | AbSSAO | o_LikeHDR | o_Tonemap Flight_b | ikOverray | ColorFilter_NegaBright | PostRimLighting | SvDOF_HQ | khef1 | ikDiffusion1 | SoftLightB | o_SelfOverlay | Greener Shader SUN2_SoftLight | Greener Shader ROOM1
MME + Photoshop (For border, name, and slight editing)

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May I ask, what image size do you have to make these pictures?